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Thursday, November 17, 2011 我们 :)
 分手前拍的，最喜欢的照片 ♥ 或许你会问，你们怎么了? 我只能答，我们分手了 :) ___________________`` 其实， 我很难相信，也不想相信我们已经分手了.. 也许是因为在分手前你对我的好， 让我不能相信事情会变成这个样子。 可是无论我多不愿意去接受， 事实还终究是事实。 以前在一起， 我会开玩笑说， 我们在一起那么久了， 要不要分手看看? 有时埋怨你没有追过我， 你说，那我们分手，我再重新追你 :) 记得在分手前，我说过， 以后无论怎样，最后会不会分手，都没关系。 应为你会是我最美好的初恋~ 那时每天傻着像很多很蠢的事， 但其实是因为我从来都不觉得我们会那么容易分开， 所以我才敢大声地说那些话。 可是现在真的分了， 我才后悔我说过那些话.. 在想，是不是因为那句话，你放心地和我分手。 说真的， 我曾经好羡慕我自己的爱情 :) 只要你在我身边，我无时无刻都觉得很骄傲。 可就在那一夜之间， 美好的事情全部变成回忆。 曾经怀疑，担心， 但我选择相信。 相信你说的， 也相信你承诺的。 可是最后， 才发现那些都是为了安抚我而说的。 不是真的。 你说， 你觉得我们在一起是因为习惯。 我说， 我和你在一起是习惯。 就是习惯和你爱的人生活在一起， 习惯他的家人， 习惯他的生活， 习惯他的一切。 如果你不喜欢这个人， 你不会给自己去习惯他的所有。 曾经想挽留， 但我没有勇气去面对一个已经不爱自己的人。 你选择了你想走的路， 我只能祝福你， 在这条路上，不要轻易的松开另一半的手， 要勇敢，坚强地走下去。  要相信，我们都会幸福 :) 谢谢你，让我有机会认识你。 谢谢你，让去我有机会去爱你。 谢谢你，在我的生命里留下美好的回忆。 |
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Friday, June 24, 2011 TADA ! yeap, this is me :D a stupid photographer as shown in the pic above x) haah~ was being so busy last week cuz i went for a photo shooting in sekinchan with zzl and all pro seniors from yu hua's photography club. really feel happy becuz i've not touching DSLR for almost half year le. feel so great to hold back the DSLR and capture all the nice view and nice scene. *of course, nice ppl too (: sorry that i cant upload those photos i took bcuz i hvnt get them from zzl. so i just post some photos that ppl took lahh :D  i love that paddy field x)  a new friend -- chee hoi :D  jiak jiak jiak x)  group photo :) i wan another SHOOTING! ♥ more photo coming up soon :)  Labels: sharing |
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Sunday, June 12, 2011 Booohooo guys! i ald started my studies in MMU :D great huh x) new uni, new life rite? and of course i hav new friends! let me intro them one by one ♥  this is sherynn :) she's the 1st new friend i know in mmu.. hmm. actually we know each other thru fb b4 the registraton day x) we stick tgt in the whole orientation program , we're very very close since the 1st time we met. i thk that's bcuz we both childish HA :P  now this is jia ying ( ka yin ) , she's the second girl i met in mmu bcuz she's my roommate! she's a little bit shy at 1st cuz i find out that she dun really talk much at 1st.. but after few days, we get to be closer and she starts to talk a lot le x)  beep beep~ here comes the appearance of madeline :D ! she's a roommate of sherynn and she's so nice to talk with. she's a caring girl also as i can see, she always take care of others :) ps* she's skinny like me and we both are the same! (hard to gain weight LOL)  O_O can u see any extra one thr? haha kidding :D that's khee sang, the guy who actually brought all of us tgt~ why i said that? hmm, he's a teammate of mine in group 5 during the orientation week. we dun actually communicate much during that week, but after that, we know each other more thru fb n texting. one day x) he ask me to join him and his friend for dinner and i asked the others out and PUFF* the [US] gang formed after that cyberia night :)  bwahahha, another weird guy thr.. nehh the blue shirt -- nixon :) this is the one who staying in cyberia and we get to know him from khee sang. they're secondary schoolmate~ he's a funny guy and he's a great tutor for me, i always ask him about accounting :P _______________________________`` done introducing everyone in the US gang, and i really hope that our friendship can last for like.. FOREVER o.o i love u guys ♥ Labels: __friends |
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Saturday, May 7, 2011 hi peeps :3 im back here agn. honestly, im quite upset last few weeks but now.. i just feel great :D ! i love my job, i love my boy, i love my friends and I ♥ MY LIFE !! it's true. happy or sad.. its just depends how u take it :) the past me. i think everything negatively.. even a small thing, it just seems like the sky is fallin on me~ but now. i just took it like nthg. not that i dun care or i dun mind.. but its just reli nothing o.o change ur mind and thoughts. u'll find out everything has a good side~ i mean.. its reli GREAT :D u can feel the world is actually better than u thought. i've been doubting my boy for years but now, i will never doubt on him. u know rite? doubting ur love one is reli hurting. u hurt urself and u hurt him too. so why not u just choose to trust him instead of doubting him? sometimes i'll think, what IF what i doubt about it's real? yeah.. sometimes i really think like that. but so what?? if he reli did smthg wrong and what u doubt about is correct, thn just let it be.. (: just like my babe said.. " u'd done everything as a gf. so, just let it be :) " dont be so stubborn on smthg that will make u unhappy. try to let go and do whatever that will make u happier. this is how i save myself from tears~ try ur best to get all ur happiness! life is short, dun waste it by hiding urself at the corner. drawing circle at the cold bloody emo corner isn't a good way to release ur feeling~ all u need to do is just change ur way of thinking. look at the bright side and u'll find ur own world :P Labels: my feelings-- |
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Friday, April 22, 2011 aloha :D ! well, these few days i was too random than random x_x duno lahh.. just feel bored and my mood goes random too~ i go to work in the morning, nap in the afternoon, and guitar in the evening :) somehow, my heart feel empty, someone staying inside but i cant feel it.. i guess u dont get what i mean rite? i cant reli understand myself too D: what i wan, what i need? what i feel is we're being tgt because we'd been tgt.. we're being tgt because no one ask to stop being tgt~ it sounds reli sad but u cant deny, it's a fact.. they always look sweet in other ppl's eyes but secretly, they face a lot of problems.. the girl over cares the boy and the boy feel stressed. the boy gaves her freedom but she thinks that the boy doesnt cares her.. the girl was too free and the boy was too busy.. they cant reach the balance point between them, im scared that they might fall someday when they both lost their balance in this game.Labels: random |
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Sunday, April 17, 2011 award ceremony :)
 i look lady rite? ;D 17/4/2011 SG LONG CLUB she . lai . deng :) hey.. im here to update my blog le x) yeap! i went to ikhlas jaya's award ceremony today. and i wore my very 1st dress! i love it much because it's nice and it's chosen by my babe hwa ♥ after i finish dressing up myself.. i wait wen shi to fetch me.. wait wait xia, i feel weird cuz wen shi said she'll come at 11am. i look at the clock, and it's 11.20am! omg~ im thking that she might forgot about me. i called her up, call her phone, call her house... tuut tuuut~~ no one answer D: after few mins, someone called back~ and the one was her mom, she said : " oh, wen shi went thr ald :) " oh gosh~! she reli forgot to fetch me.. T^T thn i forced to ask my bro to fetch me (actually he's not reli willing) after i reach thr, i meet momo san :D i asked him to brg me in cuz i dun hav a ticket. whn i step in the hall.. i saw hong ze on the stage! wow~! im shock whn i saw him thr bcuz he's not having tuition de. i walk near him and saw others friends around :D feel so happy cuz i tot i'll be alone without ahBU. hong ze was invited to perform thr and of course his performance is always SINGING <3 everyone knows he can sing well rite? ;D the ceremony starts and we start to eat~ in between that, thr's some great performance.. thr's lucky draw, hiphop dance, violin, best student award. after the ceremony, i called my dad and ask him to fetch me up, but thn, my dad said that he's not around.. gahh~ i always need to beg others to fetch me up ): whn i was thking hu can fetch me, momo san passed by me x) thn i just open my mouth n ask.. of course~ im not being rejected this time :D he said he can fetch me home! weeehee~ thank you so much ya.. i saw some of my primary friends got a reli good results in SPM, and i feel happy for them but at the same time.. i feel so guilty also D: bcuz some of them are not as good as me last time, but now, they can get a much much better results thn me!!! hmm.. perhaps i reli need to put more effort on my studies.. im not stupid but lazy, i always know that but i nvr chg my attitude.. so shame rite? being a lazy girl is so shameful.. OOI SUNG YING DUN BE SO LAZY LIAO HAR! Labels: sharing |
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